Thursday, 26 May 2011

letting go…

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letting go…

April 20th, 2008 by claganda


letting go of someone you’ve loved and you still love so much is hard…it never fails to bring tears to your eyes and too much pain to your heart…but if letting go is the best cure for a relationship that does not excite you anymore, that does not make you smile anymore, that makes you feel worse everytime, then let it go…you should be brave to face what lies ahead…to face life without him…even if it’s hard, time will help you heal…you just need to take courage and let go…


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Until I Get Over You

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Until I Get Over You

April 22nd, 2008 by claganda


Until I Get Over You


Woke up today, thinking of you
Another night and I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But it can never come true

I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name
Chorus:
The sun won’t shine, since you went away
Seems like the rains falling everyday
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
That’s the way it’s gotta be, until I get over you
[You.........]
Walk through the park in the evening end
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I ran away, but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say the time will dry the tears
That true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
Chorus:
The sun won’t shine, since you went away
Seems like the rains falling everyday
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
That’s the way it’s gotta be, until I get over you
[Till I get over you...]
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so i won’t feel alone
I can’t walk away when the pain keeps calling
Just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go……
[Oh no no no]
[Oh no no]
Chorus:
The sun won’t shine, since you went away
Seems like the rains falling everyday
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
That’s the way it’s gotta be, until I get over you
[You.......]
[You.......]
That’s the way its gotta be until I get over you
[Until I get over....you]


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May 5th, 2008 by claganda




stressed out…sad, but happy at the same time…questionning, but don’t wanna hear answers…confused, but taking no actions to clear things out…scared, but still moving forward…yeah, I guess this is insane…I am insane…but i wanna stay this way…even for just a while…i wanna feel the pain, im looking for it i guess…i don’t want to hear the reality…i wanna dwell with the dream, with the fantasy…why? i don’t know exactly…all i know is that only one person can make things better for me…i had the chance, but i refused…coz im afraid…or don’t wanna get hurt…but im hurting more this way…i bet you don’t understand…neither do i…so don’t try…whatever it is that has been destined to happen will happen…and yeah, im just gonna sit here and wait…i’ll just wait…


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dreaming…

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dreaming…

May 8th, 2008 by claganda






Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real that when you woke up you didn’t know what to believe?



What would you do if what you thought was true, wasn’t? Or what you thought wasn’t, was?

Would you return to your dream in the hope of finding that one perfect reality?

Sometimes, life is stranger than a dream…The only way to wake up is to face why you were hiding from yourself…



And you can only hope that it knows moments of dark reflections…that you are not alone…




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Questions…

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Questions…

May 10th, 2008 by claganda





Have you ever been in pain for so long that you desperately want someone to rescue you?


Have you ever felt so confused in your life that all you can think of are the questions that you badly want to be answered?

Have you ever been in a situation that you know is not right but still you can’t help but dive into it?




Have you ever felt so afraid of something that you really wanted?



Sometimes, I can’t seem to understand why things need to be complicated. Why can’t it be so easy to love? Why can’t it be so easy to be in a relationship? Why can’t some people let you into their lives and show who they really are? Why should there be lies and deception?


I guess I ask too many questions. I’ve never been in this situation before and I admit that I am having a hard time. Maybe acceptance is the first thing that I should learn. Learning to accept that people will always have different ways of doing things. Accepting that people will always have a past but it doesn’t mean that they are incapable of leaving it behind. Accepting that people will always judge me in one way or the other, no matter what I do or say.


Then I should stop questioning. I just need to live my life and enjoy what and who I have now.




Welcome to my life!




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I don’t wanna cry

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I don’t wanna cry

June 13th, 2008 by claganda





Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby, look what we’ve become (oh)
We can make a million promises
But we still won’t change
It isn’t right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain
I don’t wanna cry
Don’t wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I’ve give you my heart and soul
(Given you my heart and soul)
I must find a way of letting go
‘Cause baby
I don’t wanna cry
I don’t wanna cry
Heay
Too far apart to bridge the distance
But something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we’re together
It’s just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around
I don’t wanna cry
Don’t wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I’ve give you my heart and soul
(Given you my heart and soul)
I must find a way of letting go
‘Cause baby
I don’t wanna cry
Uuh
I don’t wanna cry
No
All the magic’s gone
There’s just a shadow of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can’t go on make-believing
I don’t wanna cry
Don’t wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I’ve give you my heart and soul
(Given you my heart and soul)
I must find a way of letting go
‘Cause baby
I don’t wanna cry


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my life has changed…

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my life has changed…

October 9th, 2008 by claganda




have been confused, have sorted things out, have decided to play which brought me back to the cycle of being confused and finding my way out…

have been sad, miserable and depressed…have been high with happiness…have experienced so much fun! and then sadness again…

a lot of things happened in my life…in a span of 5 months, i’ve experienced things that i thought will come to me over the years…i have been broken and then fixed only to be broken again…but then again i’ve learned so much…and that i thank god for…and as i face this new chapter of my life, i know i will be stronger and more determined to push forward even if the whole world pushes me back…

i thank YOU for never leaving my side…for understanding me even if i know that i have pushed you to the limit already…i thank YOU for YOU are my gift…and i will never be the same with out YOU in my life…
and for this something that you have given to me,,, i thank YOU more…every single morning that i wake up, i think only of YOU and of US and of the future waiting for US…just let me be who i want to be right now…i need this for US…and i promise that when the perfect day has come, i will come to YOU and make sure that everything will be just fine:D


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