Have you ever been in pain for so long that you desperately want someone to rescue you?
Have you ever felt so confused in your life that all you can think of are the questions that you badly want to be answered?
Have you ever been in a situation that you know is not right but still you can’t help but dive into it?
Have you ever felt so afraid of something that you really wanted?
Sometimes, I can’t seem to understand why things need to be complicated. Why can’t it be so easy to love? Why can’t it be so easy to be in a relationship? Why can’t some people let you into their lives and show who they really are? Why should there be lies and deception?
I guess I ask too many questions. I’ve never been in this situation before and I admit that I am having a hard time. Maybe acceptance is the first thing that I should learn. Learning to accept that people will always have different ways of doing things. Accepting that people will always have a past but it doesn’t mean that they are incapable of leaving it behind. Accepting that people will always judge me in one way or the other, no matter what I do or say.
Then I should stop questioning. I just need to live my life and enjoy what and who I have now.
Welcome to my life!
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